Showing posts with label Cosmetics. Show all posts
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Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Rebel 4 A Cause: May 2014 Caste Shadow Collection/inspiration

Hello Loves,
Onward and upward and that means another inspiration post. As I am sure you all know, this blog is for those without a voice, to stand up against injustices and wrongs, whether it is Orca, people, the earth or me. This is MY PLACE where I get to unload and be me, if no one likes that, I am sorry, this is literally for me to explain me, my thoughts, opinions and reasoning behind what I do. Just because you don't like it, doesn't make it my problem, it's yours. I'm sorry if that is harsh, but again, you know where the little red X is... For those of you that understand and appreciate what it is that I am trying to do and accept me for me, faults and all, that is the most I could hope for and those of you whom I consider friends, I am even closer to after all the lamas yesterday!
     MAY 2014 was and is about India's Caste System. To me, such a beautiful people's and culture, seems like such a marring pile of awful. What is worse is that it is an ancient concept. The Hindu Manus , an ancient Indian cannon, says that the Dalit (Click me)or untouchables are the foot, to serve and be the support of the rest of society. Obviously this was written before all life was considered sacred, that the individual is not born into a caste... Unfortunately, just like American racism, while said to be eradicated, is actually ever present, even in today's modern societies. Now just like America, it is obviously worse and more prevalent in rural societies, but can be seen even in huge cities. A huge part of the caste system comes the idea that even in the lowest of the low, one gender is still worth more than another. This has led to one of the most appalling acts I can think of, Female Feoticide and infanticide. I feel like I cannot even begin to describe this, so I will let you watch what I have and decide yourself...
National geographic article
Nat Geo article specifically about the untouchables and the violence they experience.




While I think the Caste system is a horrible social construction only given power by those that choose to observe it, the by product of killing it's girls hurts even more.Another report

The Collection itself deals with the different aspects of the Caste system, a shadow that hides those that work hard and yet cannot get ahead, because purely be being born under the wrong roof, makes them worthless...

Golden Dalit

This shadow is a gorgeous opaque golden yellow shimmer, named to empower and remind everyone, that no untouchable cannot be golden...




 Untouchable

Untouchable is a dark chocolate brown shimmer that is beyond belief gorgeous, one of my favorites from this collection. Untouchable is the common word in English for those that are so low in a the Social Totem pole they don't even really have a caste, just a name, Dalit.


Caste Shadow

This awesome ConShimmer concrete grey creme with bright green contrasting shimmer is a must for the neutral lovers. It reminds me of a poltergeist, which I feel like the Caste System does to people, makes them invisible ghosts in society that haunt the dark corners of the unwanted. Caste in shadows....

Gorgeous swatch by the Amazing IG@Glitterordie



 Brahmin Blood

This Red Grelly, Glitter crelly is actually really gorgeous. It has many shapes, finishes and sizes of red and silver glitters as well as some pink larger particle shimmers which makes it completely different than other red on red Grellies. Hearts and diamonds and all the things that make blood so sacred. Problem is we all are the same on inside, whether Brahmin, Dalit, white, black, red or rainbow, when you get to the root of what makes us all so different, really makes us all the same...




F.F.I.- Female Fetocide and Infanticide Lip Butter

This gorgeous color is a semi matte Lip Butter, that is a dark Cranberry red and absolutely conditioning and luxurious. 
I Unfortunately cannot find any swatches of it, these will be added later, when I have them...

The organization to benefit from the donations made to this collection have to yet be decided.
The best donation you can give to any of these peoples and me, is to tell a friend, share the blog, share the documentaries so that everyone can know. Only through international social pressures and awareness will any of this actually start to change, be the change you want to see, be the difference, speak up for those, without a voice.
XOXO,
Ashes

Saturday, March 1, 2014

Torn in War- March Collection Inspiration

Hello Lovelies,
     I do have some swatchers that have some photos of a better persuasion coming my way. Until then this is what we are all stuck with. So, thank you to those that have bared with me.
    There is something just incredibly sad and harsh about a country that is experiencing a revolution or civil war. To imagine a country, a generation, a peoples so distraught with their daily lives that they need to revolt is something hard to imagine as a westerner, especially an American. We have to right to say this is crap without true fear of prosecution. However this is simply just not the case with many of the countries in Africa which have experienced some form of civil or military war over the last 200 years.
    Many of these conflicts are actually rather racially instigated. One tribe versus another, a mentality institutionalized by Western Colonialism in the continent. Now, while it would definitely be easy to just blame these conflicts on "THE Man" it is actually a rather prevalent concept throughout the world, however, the situations in many of the African Nations are definitely a result of the Great Colonial Empires manipulating and controlling one group over another. This is definitely the case in South Africa and several other countries. I cannot actually sit here and claim that I know or even understand the motivations of these very real and palpable wars, what I can say with 100 percent certainty is that the actions of yesterday will most certainly have an effect/consequence for tomorrow. Especially the ones we forget about that are helplessly stuck in the middle.
     This months collection will focus and remember the children that are unfortunate victims of these civil wars. We often forget that in non military wars, it is the civilian population that takes the brunt of the conflicts. Also known as women, children and the elderly. What happens when you lose your parents, even just one? I'm not sure I can really even begin to delve into the psychological damage of being bombed out, watching your mother raped and decapitated in front of you or watching your brothers, ages 5-17, taken to be brainwashed and trained as a new child militia.
    Because of the level of poverty that plagues most African countries like Liberia or Sierra Leone, even if a family member survives, the hardship of caring for a child, especially girls and children with special needs or considered "cursed" because of cultural superstitions, are generally abandoned to orphanages. Take just a second to think about that word, Orphanage. Now think about what that represents to you, any visual imagery or first instinctual feelings about what an institution like that means to you. Any one think of some famous books in western literature about little Orphaned children and the hardships and utter horrific existences they endured? Can you even begin to imagine? Now transport that to one of the most third world, disjointed and utterly diseased ravaged continents in the world. Can you imagine even less now?
     One of the products I named after a Ballerina that inspired me from one of my favorite Documentaries, "First Position" (Click Here). I had the opportunity to meet the director and was truly blessed that she is just awesome as the movie she created. Part of her awesomeness was this eye for seeing talent and finding those with amazing and truly inspirational stories. One being a Miss Michaela DePrince. She is one of these children and has experienced much adversity to get to where she is today. She is an amazing dancer which is another challenge she has experienced as in classical ballet there is truly this underlying belief that black dancers cannot do classical ballet. This is being challenged all over the ballet world and Michaela is one of the ones front lining the re-education.

      I don't want to just make this blog or any of the blogs I write to be just a pity party, woe is the poor of the world. That isn't the only message. Many of the Survivors, because yes, they are strong and awe-inspiring Survivors, have proven to be some of the most amazing people, turning what has happened to them into a tool to fight back and continue to improve themselves and the world around them. I see this is as being the silver lining. Although there is always the reality that many do in turn create more hatred and chaos, how can you blame them? It is all they know.
     I truly feel that children and war are just not conducive. It is the saddest tragedy and there will be many countries that continue to leave orphaned children in the wake of the destructive war torn path they create. We've seen it in Iraq, Afghanistan, Libya and more recently Syria. I have no idea how to even convey all the emotions and feelings that are stirred in me when I think of this topic. I cannot even begin to imagine, although it has always been my inspiration to adopt children that come from much less advantaged countries. It breaks my heart to think of all the children in the world that have no one, no matter the circumstances of how they became orphaned, they should never have had to experience what they did/do.

MK DePrince- Lip Gloss tint


This Violet Lip Gloss leaves a nice glossy tint of color, not a stain and not totally sheer, this fun and gorgeous color is great way to welcome Spring in style. 
I was inspired by Michaela and her beauty and strength despite what she has suffered it has only made her a better person and helped her on the path she has begun as a professional classical ballet dancer!

FreeTown



Thumb, Middle and Pinky fingers have FreeTown
This bright but dark purple has strong contrasting pink and some purple and blue shimmer in it. This is a really beautiful color. Very cool toned and flattering for a fun Spring color. FreeTown was named after the Capital of Sierra Leone, where Michaela was born. It was the first town and country to be reclaimed and governed by Freed American Slaves. I was inspired by the excitement and vindication I can assume the settlers and Founders of FreeTown felt. It represented something so hopeful and yet has become so disparaged after decades of bloody civil and diamond wars. It had to be given it's own spotlight.

Chaos Survivor




Chaos Survivor over Sinful Colors Nouveau Purple 
I feel like this one's name and meaning is pretty self explanatory. Each one of these children that endures and survives these atrocities are chaos survivors, all the way. There are hearts and stars and even some butterflies. Hearts for those that still ache and stars for those who have turned this nightmare into something that makes them standout and shine and butterflies represent transformation, which is something each of these survivors had to do to overcome being just another faceless victim. 

Sudan's Lost Boys






***I'm actually not sure if I will be offering this for sale. I sent out the top three pics to swatchers and when I made another batch it came out much more opaque and darker and less sparkly, so this is being added to the inspiration but most likely wont make it to the store.***
      This color, Sudan's Lost Boys, was inspired by and named after all the children that have had their youths stolen and their freedoms. Rebels with a gang mentality that abduct and kidnap young boys and make them kill their own countrymen. They are left with very little real world skills, education or family. 
If you'd like to know more click these links:

War Torn







 The Black shadow on the left is the eye pigment War Torn. This shadow is black with bronze and gold shimmers. Top is raw/dry, middle is wet and bottom is over NYX Jumbo Liner in Milk.
This shadow is for all the countries that have experienced, are experiencing or are still suffering from the aftermath of war. This extends so far out of the African Continent that it really is hard to fathom. From Haiti to Bosnia, Cambodia and Tibet, Armenia and Iran, and every where that has suffered the destruction of living in a country that is War Torn.

Craigslist Rwanda


      This Matte apricot shadow, Craiglist RwandaClick, is a great pairing with War Torn. It's name was inspired by some of the stars that have shined through some of the worst Civil war and tragedies in Africa. Siblings were reunited 10 years after the war to create their country's second largest website to help unite all Rwandans. A cooperative website like this can help create community over distance and help Rwandans reclaim some of their lost economy due to massive genocides. Who could have guessed the gravity of a website that we use all the time. At least I do. ( More Swatches are on the right side in the pictures above under War Torn.)
     I can watch as many documentaries or read as many stories as I can, but none of it can substitute for the experience these children go through and must endure for years after. Some are lucky, some are not. Some are adopted young and have the opportunity to reclaim their lives, some are left, alone, scared and unable to just be kids. Prostituting, rebel conscripted and at a very high risk for suicide. Is it not bad enough there are orphanages overflowing with children who lost their parents to an incurable disease but to also have the probability that they could also be killed in violent conflicts and massacres.
Its because of stories like this that I do what I do.
      Please know there are always things that can be done to help and you can be that change. 
This collection has transformed a little from the beginning but I like where it has gone and am very happy with what has come together. 
Here are some organizations where you can help:

25% of your purchase price will be donated to All As One to  help the children of Sierre Leon and help them try to reclaim some sense of normalcy and a life with pride in their country and themselves. The problem with adopting African Orphans is that only 13 countries have so far signed the Hauge Convention which underlies legalities and safety for children in countries with little to no litigation for these types of adoptions. Not to mention if said country cannot produce enough supply for the demand, it does not deter them from kidnapping and selling children that do not belong to them or shady parents selling their own children for a profit as there is very little regulations and documentation to verify the child's origin and safe handling. So many issues and moral quarries presented with problems like this and while I personally support adoption, I also understand the reasoning behind not adopting children from countries with no set laws or recourse for the issues presented with this. I think it is better to help them and empower them to be the change they want in their own countries and create the infrastructure so badly needed to ensure civil wars and rebellions don't just keep becoming a cyclical problem.
Thank you so much for listening and I hope it helped remind you while we live this pretty comfortable life, there are those that don't and still continue to suffer the aftermath of these atrocities.











Sunday, January 19, 2014

The Veil Collection February 2014

Hello Lovelies.
Since January is long and February is short, this new Collection will be available starting:
 Saturday, January 25th, 2014
Although you are more than welcome to put in a pre-order now and I will ship it so it will arrive by the 25th.
I have a little organizing of my thoughts to do yet to get the main ideas behind this collection in order, but I do have all the color concepts and demos completed!


PRICES=
*ALL POLISH AND TOP COAT ARE 5-FREE!*
Polish-
Full size (15ML or .50oz.) =$10.00 each
***-NEW-***
*Tween/halfies (8ML or .25oz.) = $5.00 each

Diamond PRO Top Coat -super awesome
*Full size (15ML or .50oz.) = $5.00 each
*Tween/halfies (8ML or .25oz.) = $3.00 each

Mineral Pigment eye shadows (.5 tsp. packed) and Blush (1tbsp. Loose) - $8.00 Each

Set- $50 and includes- 6 pieces, 1 each of the follow: The Veil, 2nd class, and What's FGM? mineral eye pigments, Addis Ababa blush, Chador and CEDAW in Syria polishes.

SHIPPING is $2.00 for the first item and $1.00 for each additional item. Free shipping for order over $50 to the contiguous United States. *If wanting to purchase from any other location, feel free to message me! All items ship from California and all payments are made through paypal.
 Please email me Iamccnp13@gmail.com or kik- IAMCustomColors for invoice and purchase instructions!

   This collection mainly centers on women's rights around the world and the defense of these rights when alienated, denied and abused. The issues that bug me the most about violated women's rights will get their own collections and maybe this one is too wide an idea and issue to really be properly highlighted but these are the things that I would like to share with you. I have taken issue for the forcible covering of women regardless of the underlying reasons. Other issues that are justified and propagated under religious posterity is FGM. You may ask "What is FGM?" which inspired one of the eye pigments in this collection. FGM, or Female Genital Mutilation, lovingly referred to as female circumcision is an archaic rights of passage ritual that cause many more issues than it supposedly alleviates, which leads me to another another of my causes being highlighted in this Collection, A Walk to Beautiful Movie, which is about about the damage caused by FGM and the denial of prenatal and delivery care. Something, I feel, in the states, we just don't even give a second thought to.
So many rights denied to women and children all over the world and this collection will give 25% of it's proceeds to helping women in impoverished areas start local businesses to help sustain themselves and their children as well as educating you the consumer what you can do to help and to be better informed on these injustices.
So here we go! Very Picture Heavy, you have been warned!

The Veil Collection from The Rebel 4 A Cause Series


 From Left to Right: CEDAW in Syria- Black Crelly with Rainbow crazy goodies, A New Top Coat- Diamond PRO, Chador-Peachy Crelly with Gold Glitter, Pigments from top to bottom- The Veil, 2nd Class, What's FMG?, Shimmer Blush-Addis Ababa-Peachy rose with gold highlight.

 Firstly the Pigments!
            



2nd Class

This beautiful Chameleon is a great Smokey purple shimmer that leans cool. It is opaque but not as much as some of our other pigments but can easily be built up. This one is a true stunner in person but was such a devil to try and accurately capture this and What'sFGM? This mystifier also boasts many different shimmers, as you will see! 
Yes, these are the same pigment, but whoa does it shift depending on the light and angle!
I think Blurry pics sometimes help to see a colors true form. This is pretty close.

What's FGM?
This guy is also another chameleon in the set! It is a very coppery-brown that shimmers golds, coppers, bronzes and even some green. This would be a great in the crease for blending or oven doing an amazing brown smokey eye version.

Here's a few more swatches of them side by side. 



In shade they have a lot of depth and shows how opaque they actually are.

The Veil-
This classic nude, leans very pale, almost like a classic ivory with a slight hint of yellow and peach. But what makes this a must have are those awesome Gold shimmers. Any thing but normal or boring, definitely not just another nude...








Addis Ababa-
This beautiful blush is a stunner. A very peachy Rose color with a ton of gorgeous shimmer when it hits the light.






 The Polishes:

CEDAW in Syria-
WOW! Is all I can say! Such an amazing black Crelly with tons and tons of rainbow glitters, matte, metallic, shapes, etc...basically its even got the kitchen sink.
Two coats and three coats. Is actually very opaque.

 Just look at all those different glitters!
One Coat of CEDAW in Syria
Different angle, still one coat.
Chador-
This perfectly creamy peach is anything but just another nude, this one is packed full of all different shaped and shades of gold glitter. I'd dare say this gorgeous polish could be office appropriate and sexy sophisticated for a night out! 
 One Coat, two coat, three coat Perfection.
This one is very true to color.
 Bright
Ok so there it! Thoughts?!?
Here are a couple colors I made for my valentine's party!
Everything Nice glitter topper and The red Queen- 2 coats and one coat.

And here's a little comparison of a horribly failed attempt at a black holo.
 Color Club-Beyond, My bad creation, Layla- Flash Black and Hits-Zeus


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